Today is really not my day... I am suppose to go see my tuition teacher Linda JieJie... She just gave birth to a new born girl named Cadence... Isn't that sweet...? But i think i ate something contaminated during lunch at the KOPITIAM foodcourt in NCC... It's either the shui jiao mian or the apple that i ate that made me puked twice and diarrheoa once... I just had food poisoning... Intense dehydration... How can food at the hospital be contaminated...? Must COMPLAIN! Anyway, things are really bad today... It's a Saturday... I can't find a decent clinic... All the clinics are closed... Then i went to this really old rundown clinic that was definitely even older than me... It was my last resort... This doctor was weird... He talked with great arrogance like he knew everything... Duh... Usually when people have food poisoning... They get jabs... Instead of that i got pills to swallow... How can i swallow anything when everything gets puked out in the end...? I tried taking the pills and got some rest back at home and cancelled the appointment i had with him... We were suppose to watch 'The Twin Effects 2'... He said he will watch it with me... All ruined cause of me... But he wasn't very bothered...
Wen Qi just called while i blogged... Manage to ask him how he was... Seems to be doing fine... He told me he is drinking alot of water everyday... Might be suffering from water drunkeness... It's the water parade... Haha...
A thought which does not result in an action is nothing much...
An action which does not proceed from a thought is nothing at all...
^Georges Bernanos^
(Contributions from the most unexpected person)
~!Life Goes On!~
Thursday, August 19, 2004
~!Life Goes On!~
Monday, August 16, 2004
Today is the day i officially graduate from my poly life... I invited Gary and Adeline for my graduation ceremony... That day... Adeline wore a denim skirt... Just for me! I told her it was important so she must wear a skirt... She actually did... Love ya! And Gary... I really appreciated that he came despite his leg injury... He said i was trying to kill him making him climb all those stairs there... I told him to bring his clutch... But he didn't want to... He was afraid everyone would be looking at him... The girls actually...
Everyone looked great... Sok in formal with that braid hair looked fabulous... Irene too... Her Ang Mo damn power... Improved alot... I'm shocked... Must have been using it... Blogging i guess... Wen Qi too... I especially liked the part where everyone was queuing up to go up the stage... The exchange of smiles and laughter was great... That's also when you realize the friendships you have made... The things you have accomplished throughout this 3 years... I think i wouldn't say i have accomplished alot but enough to leave TP proud and happy... I was really afraid of tripping that day when i received my diploma certificate on stage... I was wearing heels... I was glad i didn't trip on the stage but i almost did when walking away... It was when i was at the dark path... Luckily i didn't fall... I really admired Rahim for his boldness that day... The shirt he wore... Wow! I was really happy that day cause... Nevermind... Secret! I took lots of pictures with the lecturers and my friends...
Then it was outing with Wen Qi, Gary and Adeline... This Adeline is so like a monster... I have never ever seen Wen Qi being beaten by anybody... And you know what...? I saw Adeline beating him and biting him too... She was complaining that she was tired the whole day... Giving the kind of face... Once the sun sets... This nocturnal being evolved into another stronger active monster... Poor Wen Qi! Poor Gary!
We watched 'The Notebook' by Nicholas Sparks... It's really a romantic love story... Brought me lots of tears... But such love don't always occur... Chances are so slim that some might believe they don't exist at all... But i do... What touched me most wasn't that they chose each other in the end when they were young... It's the patience of Noah reading to Allie suffering from amnesia everyday just to help her remember on the past when they are already so old... I guess true love is when you are able to grow old with your loved one... Taking care of each other till your very last breath...
~!Life Goes On!~
Saturday, August 14, 2004
I don't know why... But i feel i'm not living my life to the fullest... Suddenly, lost the motivation to do the things i want to do in my life... Feels so empty... Honestly, i still think about the past now and then... All i wanted was to do things right if... That's if i ever had the chance to... I thought i could find someone to grow and at the same time learn together... Not some guy whose alot older or richer so he can handle everything... That's why i chose him... He doesn't have to be the richest guy or even the most gorgeous hunk in town... I stood by him all this time... Not by him but was always around... He doesn't seem to be able to accept the fact that he made that mistake... Always running away from the things that are important... Actually... I think time isn't the factor... If you really love someone... 3 days or 3 months doesn't make a difference... Cause no matter what happens... You will know where your heart lies... You will...
You can't make someone love you...
All you can do is be someone who can be loved...
The rest is up to the person to realize your worth...
Wonder what i'm gonna do today...? I feel like doing some shopping... But... I can't find anyone to go out with me... My shopping companion is not at his best of health... I promised to have dinner with him today though... Hope he gets better everyday... Perhaps i'll just go out alone... Spend some time with myself...
Smile...
Be happy...
Accept who you are...
Achieve your dreams and you will go far...
When things are bad and not going your way...
Don't give up...
There's always another day...
When running a race...
You begin at start...
Don't back down
Follow your heart...
Life is not always a piece of cake...
Sometimes you give...
Sometimes you take...
Life is not about keeping score or things that happened in the past...
It's about how many lives you've touched and the love that will always last...
So travel the road life gives you...
And take your time to find the real you...
(Contributions from Kay Hock)
~!Life Goes On!~
Thursday, August 12, 2004
Who knows when this quaint practice began? Finding a seat in a crowded food centre during lunch hour can be quite daunting; more so when you're with friends. One day, someone had an idea - place a packet of tissues on a seat to reserve it before queuing up for food, and strangely enough, it worked! It has since become the norm amongst office workers here, and anyone who spots the tell-tale packets will honour the unspoken 'rule'. Ingenious or selfish? You decide. We just find this one of the more peculiar things about living in Singapore today.
Interesting isn't it...?
~!Life Goes On!~
Monday, August 02, 2004
Sick Package = Sore Throat + Cough + Flu + Fever (Get 1 get 3 more FREE!!!)
Coming to think about it... I don't know why i worked so hard for... It's just a temporary job... But everything seems so stressed with the OTs and especially now that the office politics are brewing... Anyway it's back to work again tommorow...
~!Life Goes On!~
This I Know...
I know not what tomorrow brings...
Nor do I fret and fear...
For be it better or worse...
I know that God is near...
I know if I succeed in life...
Or fail as I may do...
God will be there to show and lead...
And help me start anew...
One thing is certain...
This I know...
My faith is strong and true...
And God will always light my way...
Each day my whole life through...
(Contributions from Kay Hock)
